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1.
Running away from what I have to say Watch our love erode as the summer fades Jumping out the window when I see you Rather take the plunge after all you've done You and me just like elastic Snap right back into place It's hardly tragic Forget the things we said Lying restless in our bed I'll respect your space You'll spit insults in my face Jumping out the window when I see you Rather take the plunge after all you've done All of these worries combined I can't take I'm just worlds away It's all you had to say I'm just worlds away
2.
Sit and lie to you Talk about the old times Try and suppress the fact that I used you I'm at my wit's end with your salacious comments This common involvement is bleeding me dry There's something in the way of my tongue And all the things I want to say It's only just begun I'm numb can't muster the air muster the air from my lungs My faith in you is becoming diluted Whole mind's been polluted by those words spewed from your mouth Fist full of empty promises I clench them in regret Let me get this off my chest I've passed the test I won't digress There's something in the way of my tongue And all the things I want to say It's only just begun I'm numb can't muster the air muster the air from my lungs And I know it's only just begun Stop and reverse Can't calm me down I'll surely drown There's something in the way of my tongue And all the things I want to say It's finally ended We both know it's over It can't be mended
3.
Burn the house down around me We ground down bone meal for mortar The bricks are made of lies Fresh coat on the walls The blood is hardly dry Pry the boards up from the ground What's lost is found In this I'll drown This emptiness is full of bliss I won't miss this So pull me down Twist my words into thoughts Spun around in your head Keep them or they'll get lost Turn the key to lock up my regret Pry the boards up from the ground What's lost is found In this I'll drown This emptiness is full of bliss I won't miss this So pull me down All your actions what's the purpose I truly hope it's worth it So far this season only half an hour of sleep At last I get to you but I don't know how to be All the things you want and all the things you don't need So far this season only half an hour of sleep
4.
What about the money I'm glad that you saw me So what if it was easy But just the thought made you dizzy Those words rang in my head It was all in what you said It won't let me forget you Continue holding on to this All my mistakes Lined up like ducks in a row But it's hard to let go When it's all I've ever known And all I'll ever know Those words rang in my head It was all in what you said It won't let me forget you Continue holding on to this It was hard to split my time With every aspect so sublime I won't make you go I just needed to let you know Just when I thought I forgot Everything comes rushing back Like stormy waters pushing over the dam Returning life to the dried up sand Of the creek bed where this all began I never thought I'd survive All alone in the wilderness But see how I've thrived Without your guiding hand With my heart in your arms And that line in the sand I'll let go
5.
It’s hard to watch you dreaming knowing you mean nothing to me, but I can’t help my feelings as self-destructive as they might be. So I’ll hold my tongue, wait till the damage is done. Resurrect old feelings to come up with love. Would you believe me if I said I don’t want to talk? Or would you call my bluff and tell me that I’m wrong? Last night was a relapse of sin and skin; we both know how this will end. While you were out chasing ghosts, I was sucking down the bottle. So I’ll hold my tongue and watch what you’ve become. You can lie to yourself but we both know you’re better off being alone. Would you believe me if I said I don’t want to talk? Or would you call my bluff and tell me that I’m wrong? You don’t even try to behave because you showed up faded, choke on cigarette smoke in attempt to belong. Don’t tell me to watch my tone; I know you’re better than this, doing things that you soon will regret. You’re acting despondent and passive aggressive. There’s no self-respect left in this damn collective. What I’m trying to say is, since I’ve been away The wolves in sheep’s clothing have led you astray. I won’t explain myself to them. I never called them my friends. I won’t explain myself, no I won’t.
6.
I’m waking up on the wrong side of our bed again. That space you left hasn’t been filled for more than the weekend. And I don’t know who you’re with, but maybe when it’s 3am, you’ll think about me not him. Maybe he’ll buy a grand piano, and listen to you sing just a bit of key. Maybe he’ll call you the morning after, lie to you and say you’re his everything. Well I’ve never felt quite like hell as much as I do right now. So someone please help me out, I’m drunk and I’m feeling down, because I can’t seem to find solace or solid ground. Lord I’m looking for a sign. Could you please for once just answer me now? Maybe he’ll buy a grand piano, and listen to you sing just a bit of key. Maybe he’ll call you the morning after, lie to you and say you’re his everything. Don’t you ever say that you were second best, because you second-guessed every single thing that I said. You never did what your parents said but you always did what your mother did. You left me for dead in a dead end town on a dead end street, full of dead head dreams. Now I’m stuck singing another sad song, about another sad town that I can’t get out. We grew up together but you left me for warmer weather. Now you’re back home, cold and alone. We grew up together but you left me for better weather. Now you’re back home, all alone. Did you have to take that tone? Did you have to pull me close? Did you have to grab my hand and say you wont let go? Now you’re back home, all alone. Did you have to take that tone? Did you have to pull me close? Did you have to grab my hand and say you wont let go? I’m waking up on the wrong side of our bed again. That space you left hasn’t been filled for more than the weekend. And I don’t know who you’re with, but maybe when it’s 3am, you’ll think about me not him.
7.
Our corners curled, but we made such a beautiful girl. And our friends all said, “well there goes her career.” Did you have to listen to what they said? We never asked you to let go of it. Somewhere near a town called Hope on the open road, but it’s not the same. She waves like you wave, still knows your name. Can tell that I’m thinking about you by the look on my face. But you’re miles away, 15 hours away, and I’ve lost track of the time spent trying to fill your place. What was I supposed to say when you packed up your lenses and drove away? I just choked on my words and let you escape. And was she supposed to cry when you didn’t say goodbye? Kind of quiet for the age of 3, I guess she saw everything. Somewhere near a town called Hope on the open road, but it’s not the same. She waves like you wave, still knows your name. Can tell that I’m thinking about you by the look on my face. But you’re miles away, 15 hours away, and I’ve lost track of the time spent trying to fill your place. And that little girl that we both swore we’d, raise just graduate the first grade. And she hasn’t seen you since who knows when. The judge said you could have the weekends but you didn’t want them. No I don’t want your money, I just want our daughter to have a mother and a family. And when you locked yourself in that room she always knew just where to find you. She would pound at the door, as you’d just ignore. Our little girl is worth more than one second burns and fades, so leave the print that way. Yeah it’s not the same. She waves like you wave, still knows your name. Can tell that I’m thinking about you by the look on my face. But you’re miles away, 15 hours away, and I’ve lost track of the time spent trying to fill your place. And that little girl that we both swore we’d, raise just graduate the first grade. Where were you at when it all came tumbling down? Did you even call at all?
8.
I can’t explain what I don’t know. Most of life is like skipping stones, and you were never that fond of the cold. So pull the wool over my eyes for not the first time, it’s better when you lie (next to me at night). I don’t need to be someone’s savior, because I’m the one who needs saving. You never let me grow like you said I was supposed to. You never let me let go. You’re the phantom pain heavy on my heart. You’re where the restless nights start, and I was always scared of the dark. You never said what you were thinking so I held my tongue like broken glass. Pierce the skin, I hope this lasts. When you were all but gone I prayed you’d move on. Take the air from my lungs. I’ve had enough. You never let me grow like you said I was supposed to. You never let me let go in time for both of our heads to wind up clear. So I guess I will just sit alone and think about those kids we named who will never see the light of day or see your pretty face. Or hear you say their name. Maybe I’ll build that tiny home by myself. Maybe I’ll travel to the best coast without your help. You never let me grow like you said I was supposed to. You never let me let go in time for both of our heads to wind up clear. So I guess I will just sit alone and think about those kids we named who will never see the light of day or see your pretty face. But I guess it’s all the same.

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released May 5, 2017

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Midwest sad rock out of Carbondale, IL.

Trophy Shop was formed in the spring of 2015.

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